why are you saying that?

:(

my little sister is 11 years old. shes never really had proper friends because no one gets her. shes all about animals and making up strange dances and talking to herself and being a little weirdo in general. i love that shes weird and niave though. i used to hate it but now i see how good of a person she is and she just goes about life loving everything and contents herself in these made up worlds. she moved school when she was 8 because she got bullied and now shes started secondary school shes told me that no one wants to be her friend so she doesnt play at break or lunch. i asked her why and she kept changing the subject to something else which was horrible enough but when i pushed it she just replied saying ‘its ok, i dont mind being by myself’. then she said one girl called her a ‘spastic retard’ (admittedly i laughed a little as cruel as that is) and she didnt know what it meant (awwhh :(). another girl she asked to play with said that ‘playing’ was ‘gay’ and then walked away from her. how can children literally in 1st year know words like that and be so harsh? i feel awful about it. i actually cant stop thinking about it. my mum doesnt do anything about it either. sigh.

i know she looks up to me and i never really spend time with her especially now that im mainly away in another country at uni. even though im home for christmas i barely find the time to see her. how do i help her? does she even need help?

this is so weird

and I don’t know what to write about :(